It's so strange with relationships. It is really all about timing and you just wish it would click because you know something is there, but for one reason or another there is a hitch. Which is strange, annoying and frustrating. I mean you have a successful life--great friends, great job, awesome family, but because you don't have that "person" in your life it almost feels a bit empty and whatever you do doesn't seem to be enough. Why is it that a significant other can determine ones happiness or worth? Why can't anyone be content with themselves and be happy with the present? Yes human nature, says there is always something more and one is ever satisfied, but why not try to look beyond that and be happy with the NOW. Personally, I am trying to live that way, to be satisfied with the now and not looking too far ahead, but having never had a true relationship, I am ready for one. Ready for that next step. I'm not talking white picket fence next step, but someone to share things with, do things with and be crazy with. To have those amazing butterflies constantly and to be done with the thoughts of the game, will this person text me or call or do i need to do it. I just want to feel free to contact and for them to contact me without hesitation of giving the wrong impression. I know what I want and I ready for it.... but again, why can't it just be here. And yet, I can't take my own advise of being happy with the NOW. That person will potentially make me the happiest and why is that? What is ingrained in our head that we won't be happy unless we have someone....
Think about it and call me back :)
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